shooot... Life's been so hurt as of late. I'm just trying to get by every day now. I hate feeling like this, i just wanna go back to singing out at the top of my lungs all the time... but i can't even do that anymore. I have an empty feeling in my stomach and its making me feel so weak. I can't believe the mess i've gotten myself into. I can't even enjoy life right now because of all this shit. It's hard to do anything... i've reached rock bottom. Thank God for friends, because without them, i wouldn't have any will or motivation to continue like this.